Current Playlist~n some thoughts...

Always Be my Baby-Mariah Carey

R&B song..started to listen after i saw few cover by original people..vy nice cover~~>.<
Mariah Carey looks so young n thin here.. lolz
anyway, I wish to sing as good as her..huhu *Dreamin..lalala...


Ryeowook + Donghae- Just like Now

very hard to find this duet.. i mean only Wookie n Donghae..
i listen bcz of Wookie..lolz
where his voice is, my ear will folo..XD (I admit, I'm Wookie bias, Oops! XP)
but honestly.. i like this song..dats y i keep on listening to it..


TVXQ (HoMin)- Why! Keep your head down~

A very powerful song in terms of the music (some say lyrics)..
Its kinda complicated to say abt them..
I duno.. but my heart belongs to the songs....
Where good songs are my ears will be there...

HoMin (Yunho and ChangMin) basically is not my bias..
My bias honestly-is Jae-Su(Jaejoong and Junsu) ( in terms of singing style n personality on screen whr i see)
Stil, in my heart, to gather 5 of them makes perfect ( in terms of mix pitches, voice, vocal, talents n etc)
I dun quite take myself as Cassiopeia from the start but as a fan ( bcz I'm din actually sign up as a official member, so to me it doesnt count)
but a true fan indeed i am..
bcz most of their songs i do listen and pay attention more than any other singers,
even their past video, wherever there are, I'll try to catch up.

they are my root in joining the Kpop society,
so its unavoidable to be disappointed n being sad and emotional when the news of their separation is spread.
n it was very harsh to be able to accept the fact at start..
seeing only 3 ppl on stage.. kinda unacceptable, bcz its jz does not feel right...
but stil there is a hope bcz they are stil on stage...
at least they are stil showing their passion towards their music, n I can stil enjoy their songs.

Now, come HoMin on stage with this song..
I was very surprise n were anxious to see how both of them grow..
they din disappoint me...i was glad to see them again..n the power they bring..
stil the same old TVXQ members but stronger.
i was really impress especially ChangMin rap..WOW i duno he can do so well especially during LIVE performance n his high pitch stil is so strong n good n Yunho has more part now rather than jz rap and low pitch parts. *thumbs up*
jz dat i feel its kinda funny with ChangMin face expression while starring towards Yunho..LOLZ (i think he wants to laugh but try vy hard not to do so  XD)

There are politics happening in this period..
I dun blame anyone nor take sides, as i noe both parties have their right and wrong doing..
the story behind, nobody knows what is the truth n whats not.-A mystery unsolve..
I'm curious yet I dun like to get involve anymore...
bcz i tel myself to b neutral,
as this kind of scandals and politics does no good for anyone..
might as well leave it to those that are involve to solve out themselves.
I somehow does pay a lil attention, mayb a lot towards their issue, but somehow,
i try to not get my own emotion involves but only look through it (lik watching a drama but live ones XD)...
I only hope that it will be solve very quickly and safely..

Seeing fans/cassiopeia now taking sides, sometimes is smtg quite funny to me..
especially when quarreling over who is right and wrong, who is good and who is not..
somehow some juz overeacted where it influence the true relations they had in life...
its just not worth it.. others(not fans) will just think, its Weird, n will laugh their ass off..=.=
i feel that K-pop culture/ TVXQ culture is juz plain Weird. can i use the word "VERY DRAMATIC"?

Fans can be super emotional when looking thru the articles online/ other media.
Dun blame them bcz they do not study Mass Comm as media takes only messages that brings up ppl emotion, there is where they get their revenue from. Its cal news value. No value, write for what?
they only take what interest people.. they often omit the part which makes ppl go "CEH!"
translation sometimes make things more confusing... especially when messages are type on the internet..
miscommunication surely will happen. bcz u cant express well, no face expression/gesture can be seen.
Can't even see your eyes whether u r talking the truth or not.. even those full stop n question mark cant help much. XD

as a conclusion, (feel lik i'm writing an essay..ALAMAK..lolz)
anyway, for me.. of coz i hope they can be together as 5 again~AKTF
but in the mean time, i will still pay attention towards only their music that 5 of them make may it be JYJ or HoMin.
whether is nice to hear or not..i wan to judge myself n not influence by others.
BUT i will stil be JaeSu bias~~XD